4 Months

I really don't know what to say today. I know it might be a let down but I think this post is going to be short, just because to say anything at all would probably be redundant. Josh was a good friend of mine, and a good friend of many of us, and telling people about how good he was is something we've already done a lot.

The main thing I'll do in this post is say what Josh means to the rest of my life. I won't be posting again on days to remember Josh except for the year mark, and then from there remembering him will be something I do by myself, unless I feel God wants me to write again about him. If there is a 6 Month mark or whatever else there is, I won't be participating in it because I know my friend, and I believe he'd think there's too much attention going to him.

I hold Josh up as an example. As I make decisions in my life I set what I do next to what God lays down in the Bible, but I also think of Josh and how his attitude was on life. Work wasn't too hard where Josh couldn't have fun. Basically with him the pits of life didn't seem as bad as they should've been unless something was happening with his family. Certain jobs that we did together I would've probably not wanted to do as much if Josh wasn't right there doing it with me. His attitude about things that most people would complain about always surprised me and as I look back on it I think about how much I don't do this.

Anyway, I'm talking about how good Josh is again, we all know he was an amazing person. I've not yet fully mourned the fact that he's gone, I've not cried yet. I'm sure one day I will, but for now I will just remember him. God took him because he glorified God much more in death than he had the chance to in life. Praise God for His goodness, and let us not doubt His wisdom.

I sure am looking forward to Heaven...